tock-trock-tock!

So just got home from Trockadero - still in great shape and ever so glorious! Went with EBG and had a great time - though I was taken aback by his lack of knowledge regarding ballet performances, particularly the pas de deux- its technicalities, and the something else but my mind is slowing dying at the moment, unsure why. However I will give him credit for actually knowing the NAMES of the moves and poses as I've long forgotten what anything is called beyond a pirouette.

Well the night sorta went sour when he invited me over to his place. These past few days I've been feeling uneasy and totally out of myself - I haven't masturbated in well over 5 days and even my wanting to watch pornography has declined sharply. Well I went over to use his bathroom with which he had yet to replace the toilet roll so I thought I should do it as gratitude. Well when putting the extra roll away, I took note of his box of condoms and confirmed my suspicions - he is sexually active (duh). Earlier this past week I had been speaking to a recent hookup of mine and again he brought up his other hookups (UGH, EWWW?! I really don't care to know that!) and how he can't stand the thought of guys he hooked up with hooking up with others besides him. I explained to him how that correlates to male masculinity and dominance, machismo if you will, and that I too feel the same. Well seeing EBG's stack replenished got me all unnerved and grossed out. So I had to leave pronto.


Speaking of these past few days. I promptly replaced my group of hookups with a new generation, to no avail, and have been cutting them off as well - waste of time.

Also have been seriously dating - by a twist of luck/faith/chance - the cutest guy I've yet to meet named Richie. I recommended Nichelle to CBD.com (crazyblinddates.com) and thought to retry once again the day of my recommending it to her - well it totally worked and got me a date for the SAME evening I chose. Details shall be posted later but we've been seeing each other for a while now, went on three dates together, and it's been great. This has also been contributing to my recent lack of anything sexual - which is another story.